RANT. RANT. RANT!

[{SPOTTED} the creepy {CREEPER}]

This is for everyone to put there rants, and rip pillows, and bit teeth all of that good stuff.

[{SPOTTED} the creepy {CREEPER}]

Well, my life is getting to be a complete mess. I always seem to be the person, people feel comfortable with telling their problems and i guess i like that but some times i do not know what to do about it.

My friend Annie, and I raised a couple of kittens partically from brith and now it is getting time that they get adopted out. There are four

Tatiana
Little Bear (smallish bear)
Alejandro
& Numbs/Numbsy/Amp

Ms. Kistler our science teacher is keeping Tati. Her son's girlfriend is taking bear, I believe another teacher is adopting numbs.I am like Ms. Kistler's right hand as she saids, we always on each others stuff to do and etc. As a said Annie and I are best friends, she wants Ale, as she named him and nursed him, but she has 4 large dogs and that is not a kitten friendly environment quoted from herself. Ms. Kistler was talking about either adopting Ale to Michelle or Joseph, and i have a few problems with this. It is not the fact I won't get him or anything, but the fact that Annie HATES Michelle, and I know Michelle well, she is not a good care taker of animals, ask her dead hamster/stupid sisters. Joseph on the other hand, as the mind of a child, i am not sure where on earth he gets it but he does, and i really don't feel safe entrusting a furry life in his hands.

Ms. Kistler really thinks well of me, and she asked me if I might want Ale, but i have two dogs and a rabbit, that is not really the problem either, but what is, is the money involved in caring for him. and we are going to be going to Florida for a week, about a week after i would get him, and we would have to pay extra for the pet sitter, but that is not what concerns my dad. My mom is on board, she really does not care as long as I take care of him, and the dogs do not fight with him, which once they get to know him they won't as my 'gelded' male franklin was raised with a cat, and my female mandy acts like a cat herself, and they are both small yorkies, well frank is a standard size, but still small. M y rabbit is pretty indifferent to everything.

Most of you all, or maybe a few i do not know, heard me about trying to convince my dad, my mom said she would talk to him, but he seems to be coming around, but I am not sure If I am ready anymore, I love my dog franklin but he is getting old, and my mother saids once my dogs die we are not getting anymore, so this cat might be my only chance, with another pet, as most of you also know, I am working on a cat for aspen clan named Fernfeather, she is calico cat, which happens to be the name/type of cat I had as a younger girl, we could not take her with us when we moved to texas, so we had to leave her with a semi stranger in our neighbor hood, with her two surviving sons, which one was a orange tabby like basil-leaf.

It makes me sad to not know what happened to them, i mean if they are dead there dead, but not knowing is killing me, I got Calico on a fluke, my neighbor Freddie used to live right across the street from me and used to feed her, as a outside cat. When he moved he did not take her with him, so she wanting food came to my house, and we fed her, she had two litters of kittens the frist they all died as a snake came by when we where not home, as the rest is you know.. she had a second litter with 3 sons and one girl, just like this litter, I am kind of being inproductive as my own cats are coming back into my life though this site, suncouiosly I pick a orange tabby (tiger, calico's son's color) and a calico cat (calico's color), and when i am loking for stock for fern, i get reminded of Calico and them Ale, and what to do.

I mean I want the cat to have a good home, but i am not sure mine is as good. That sums up the kitten prob elm. which has been bothering me for days.

the rest of it is what happens today and tomorrow.

Well, I am pretty sure my bisexual friend Amy is in love with me, or i don't even know any more or care, but she followed me into ms. Kistler's room where me, Annie & kayla eat lunch to play with the kittens, and she told us she might be pregnant.

A couple of days ago I asked why Annie was upset and she said the teacher took up her phone, and i told her it would be alright they put it in a safe, and she said it was not that , but right before she got a text, happening to be from the guy who raped her (or bad touched <.<) in 6th grade.

My other friend Brittney which lived in California at the time of this, told me that she had been gang rapped on her 12th birthday, Leighann told me she was molested by her uncle, Mallory eailer in the year, tried to bring a blade to school, as did , and tried to cut people, i had to tackle her and save Morgan, my pregnant friend at the time from getting stabbed, but she had the baby now.

Shelby told me she was abducted when she was younger. Ishmael, my guy friend got kicked out because Jeremy the guy that likes me, almost hit Annie, he got kicked out cause he hit Jeremy (over and over which he deserved not going to lie). Michael almost hit Jeremy, as he was egging him on as well, but he didn't, me and my crush Chris had to save them from killing each other. Chris, got a write up today for saying he would rather kill Jeremy and so on.

I happen to get sick the month it counts in April if you where here everyday you would get to go on a field trip, so now i will be stuck with Britteny & Ms. Kistler, and the kittens it seemed great a day with kittens , but now I have to have a long talk about Ale with her. and also since stpoid texas is doing cuts, they are gettin' grid of eight grade next year, so mr. Eubanks is out of a job with his pregnant wife just having the baby, like tuseday of last week, premature might i add, but i think he has a job at victory lakes now which helps my stress, Ms. Kistler is getting laid off to, and she will now work at Bayside, but as soon as she signed a place opened up for her, which makes me sad to as, we will be moving stuff from the teacher's room that will be in her room next year's room to ms. Kistler's room.

My whole morning was filled with fun facts about penises thanks to science class, paired with 'Reasons to wait' which was quickly shattered when Amy told me she might be pregnant, she has multiple persona disorder, and she had a a switch, and her other persona sleeps around. She is afaired to tell her mom, as her sister is also prego, and her mom kicked her out. Jojo the gut obbsessed with her is not the father but wants to be, and offered for her to stay at his house, if she does/when she does get kicked out, but Jojo doe snot live in the nicest neighbor hood either.

I feel overwhelmed with stress, these are the things i can think about now, the others i am am sure i can find some time but, i am not sure what to do, I can't sleep as the stress is keeping me up, and i took a nap earlier today. But I feel tired, and my allergies are killer, i through up yesterday out of know where right after i ate dinner, I am not hungary any more which scares me. I just need to tell some one, with out doing any damage to my self, I don't need this, I like my gift of being able to comfort, but is fucking sucks some times